Saturday, October 13, 2012
Florence + the Machine Concert
On October 4, my daughter Elizabeth and I attended the Florence + the Machine concert at Cricket Amphitheater in Chula Vista. The outdoor concert was wonderful, and our seating was amazing. The handicapped seats were right behind the mosh pit, so we were really close to the stage.
And the concert truly was incredible--Florence is one of the few singers whose voice is better in concert than on CDs. Her enthusiasm and love for her fans was inspirational, plus it's lovely to attend a concert in which the singer is dressed modestly.
And the art-deco screen behind Florence was incredible; sometimes it was lit softly, other times in bright solid colors, and at other times in full Tiffany stained glass images. The concert was truly a feast for our eyes as well as for our ears.
And what other concert could we attend with harp solos??? The music truly was incredible, and this concert was well-worth the time, money, and energy we expended.
So, I'll get back to work and writing now so that I might get the next chapter of Pinned but Fluttering up by Monday at the latest. (The next chapter is an outtake in Edward's POV of Chapter 44 and 45.)
Warmly,
Cassandra :)
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Milestones, Writing, and Reading
Late last month I reached a major milestone: Pinned but Fluttering reached 1 MILLION READS on Wattpad!! It's absolutely crazy and wonderful and stunning and un-fricking-believable. Pinned but Fluttering does well enough on FanFiction.net where it's at 99,000 hits and 997 reviews (almost ready to break some records there as well!!), but over a million reads on Wattpad is just...wow. I am still wrapping my head around it. And the numbers keep on going--in the two weeks since passing the million mark, it's garnered another 80,000+ reads!! Wow.
I just wish that I could enter Pinned but Fluttering in the Watty Awards, but I started it at the wrong time. All stories must have been written over the past year: between November 1, 2011 and October 31, 2012, and I started it in August 2011. Plus I seriously doubt I could complete it by October 31. Well, I COULD, but it wouldn't be easy.
I think I'll enter a couple of poems in the Atty Awards contest, judged by Margaret Atwood. Having Atwood involved at Wattpad is a huge feather in their cap; she's one of the premier literary authors and poets of our time, and she's simply marvelous. Somewhat recently I attended a lecture on Atwood's work at University of San Diego (where I earned my Master's in English) and discovered that she had been acquainted with one of my former USD professors while at Harvard; they worked on their doctorates together. But having Atwood associated with Wattpad brings the site a whole new level of authenticity and respectability. Very cool! :)
And although it's been complete for nearly a year, Evening Star continues to scrape up more reads as well; it's over 720,000 reads but never really caught on at FFN. I am constantly asked for a sequel on Wattpad, so perhaps that may be my next major fic. I have ideas for lots of EPOV one-shots, too. We'll see.
I know I've neglected this blog horribly, but all of my writing time has been devoted to new chapters for Pinned, plus I spent September up to my eyebrows in teaching an online discussion class of Jane Eyre for homeschoolers. I have been teaching online courses for over ten years, and now I'm helping to write curriculum as well, so when I'm not actively teaching, I have quite the to-do list. :) But that's where I disappeared to in September and why I spent two weeks posting each chapter of Pinned.
I've also read some great fics lately; scroll down my sidebar to "Fics I Have Read in 2012" and you'll see quite the list. A current fic I'm reading is "Letters from Corporal Masen" which is set during World War II, specifically the D-Day invasion of Normandy. The author, solostintwilight, is the author of one of my favorite stories of all time, "Our Yellow House" (which I happen to be re-reading on my Kindle right now). Anyway, solostintwilight listed some other war-based stories, and I've been making my way through them. And are they ever heartwrenching!! Last night I finished reading "Finding Home" (and outtakes "Finding Liberty") by jennde, and I don't think I've ever cried so much while reading a fan fic story (unless it was for "Our Yellow House" or SillyBella's "Peonies"). The story starts a couple of days before Pearl Harbor and goes through the war from there. A couple of other amazing war-based stories are "A Soldier's Homecoming" by morsus mihi (set during Vietnam) and "The Wallflower and the Flyboy" by A Cullen Wannabe. All of these stories are incredible, and I eagerly await each update of solostintwilight's "Letters to Corporal Masen" (which has an incredible Facebook page with WWII photos; plus, her Bella is the lovely Gene Tierney) as we find out how Edward is faring after parachuting into the French countryside in advance of D-Day.
So what have the rest of you been reading? I love recommendations, even though I have pages and pages of recs written down in my writing notebook.
Well, I'm off to see Florence + the Machine tonight with my daughter, and I have a sizable pile of work to complete first, so off I go.
Thanks for reading this blog and my stories!! I appreciate each and every one of you!! :)
Take care!!
xxxooo,
Cassandra :)
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Busy, Busy...but a PbF Excerpt to Make Amends....
Ugh...real life interrupts writing again....
This week we started our 16th year of homeschooling, with my boybarians in grades 7, 10, and 12. Co-op classes begin next week. But the first few weeks are all about finding our "groove." I'm using different curricula for all three boys, with a few tried-and-true faves still in the mix.
I hope to pick back up with Pinned but Fluttering and be posting this weekend. Life just has been crazy with planning, ordering textbooks, and then getting used to our new schedule which starts an hour earlier than we used to so that I have time for my jobs. I start teaching online classes again next week and my full-and-with-a-waiting-list expository writing class the following week after that. I also have curriculum writing and rewriting to do for work...both of which I've fallen a bit behind in doing over the last two weeks with starting a new homeschool year.
Part of me can't believe that summer is over and that I have to begin teaching again. Summer never really felt like summer with teaching the online fan fiction class and with working all summer on curriculum development. But the boys are slowly falling into their patterns and they're getting done with school around 2:30 which leaves me with several hours to work and teach online courses before physical therapy and dinner.
Since I'm soooo late on this next chapter of Pinned but Fluttering, I think I'll give you what I've written so far. Please keep in mind that this is a first draft and will undergo several revisions before I publish it online. But this is everything I've written so far for Chapter 42:
Feeling perfectly at home in Edward's embrace was a new but very welcome development. As I mentally thumbed through my human memories, fogged as they were, I remembered the tension between us, the constant draw I felt toward him.
And his kiss...our kiss: tender, restrained, joyous.
And his declaration.
Edward loved me.
I looked up at him, certain that the wonder I felt was plain in my expression. He smiled down at me, his eyes warm and tender.
“Shall we go for a walk?” he asked quietly.
A walk? I felt confused for a moment, then I cottoned on. A walk...away from the prying eyes and too-sensitive ears of his family. A walk seemed like an excellent idea.
I nodded. He gave my hands a gentle squeeze, then turned his back on the crowded room and led me out the back door of the house.
Exchanging a look of amused annoyance, we ignored Emmett's loud wolf-whistle as we closed the door behind us, Edward rolling his eyes.
He reached for my hand, and it seemed perfectly natural to allow his long fingers to fold around my much smaller hand, and we exchanged shy smiles.
Following a narrow path, Edward led me along the riverbank. The scenery was lovely; we were shaded by majestic Douglas Firs, spreading cedars, and ancient oaks. As we walked hand-in-hand in comfortable silence, the music of the gently running water soothing and peaceful, my eyes drank in the amazing detail of our natural surroundings now afforded by my new vampiric vision.
After strolling slowly, even for humans, Edward pulled me to a cluster of rocks that jutted over the river bank. We seated ourselves side-by-side, our feet dangling several feet above the surface of the gently-moving water. He took my hand again, and with a smug grin I noticed that we were both the same temperature now.
It wasn't actually sunny—this is Forks, after all—but the pale sunlight sifted through the trees and warmed us. I peered up at him shyly through my eyelashes and was astounded to see his face aglow in the late-afternoon light. Twisting toward Edward, I lifted my hands to his face, marveling at the radiance of his visage between my hands. And my hands were luminous as well.
I think my mouth popped open with surprise at the brilliance of his skin...our skin. Between my palms, Edward smiled...no, smirked at me.
“Haven't you seen a vampire in the sun before?” he teased.
“As a matter of fact, I haven't,” I returned nonchalantly, trying to hide how awestruck I really was. “It's a good thing that we don't burn to a crisp or something in the sun, right?” It was my turn to smirk.
“Myth,” he said softly, and his expression shifted swiftly from amused to desirous.
As quickly as his expression changed, my mood did as well. With his face still in my hands, I leaned forward and pressed my cool lips to his. It was bliss...sheer bliss...kissing Edward like this.
But I was in no way expecting what happened next....
I'll keep on writing and will hopefully have the new chapter up over this next weekend. Thanks for understanding!!
Love to you all,
Cassandra xxxooo
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Advice to Young Writers
Each week I receive soooo many requests to read and offer feedback on the stories and novels of young writers on Wattpad, and it breaks my heart to refuse them. With my uber-busy schedule that barely allows me the time to update my own stories, I simply can't afford the time to read upteen stories and write long responses to young writers. The writing teacher side of me hates being unable to help these beginning writers develop the skills necessary to write compelling fiction.
So what I've decided to do is write this article, offering advice to young writers that they may find helpful as they begin or continue their writing journeys. I know that such advice does not replace detailed feedback, but it may assist authors in honing the skills necessary to write and write well.
At the end of the article, I'll also post some helpful links to articles on different aspects of fiction writing as well as some inspirational quotations.
So what makes good writing good?
The first ingredient of good writing is details. As authors, it's our job to help our readers experience our writing. We want to create a "movie in their heads" as they read. And strong, specific details are the best way to accomplish visualizing a novel.
- So write in a way that appeals to the five senses: sight, hearing, touch, taste, smell.
- Describe people, places, things with strong visual and sensory detail, using similes (comparisons using "like" or "as": her voice was like the softest breeze) and metaphors (comparisons not using "like" or "as": "All the world's a stage" -- Shakespeare).
- Avoid cliches: comparisons that are so overused that they've lost their meaning and freshness: white as snow, eats like a bird, runs like the wind, pretty as a picture, etc.). Always try for new and fresh ways to describe something or someone.
- Always show rather than tell. Don't write: "No!" he said angrily. (Here you're telling us that the character is angry.) Rather, show us that he's angry: "No!" he said, his lips folded into a thin line. See the difference? It's fine to "tell" once in a while, but try to "show" as much as possible.
The next ingredient is compelling characters. Our readers need to be able to identify with our main characters (and with all characters, if possible). Our main characters cannot be perfect; they need to be flawed and "human" in order for the readers to like them and want the best for them. Our characters need to make mistakes, to grow and develop over the course of our story in interesting ways.
One great way to develop believable and complex characters is to write a character sketch for each of our main characters. Jot down their pasts, their likes and dislikes, their strengths and weaknesses. Don't be afraid to draw on people you know or other characters to develop certain aspects of characters, yet don't base a character entirely on one or two people. Then keep those character sketches near you when you write. We aren't bound by our character sketches, but we at least have a starting place to base their motivations. For example, if a character was beaten by his father as a young boy, he may have problems obeying authority figures in adulthood. That's a flaw based on his past. Yet from that same past, the character may have great compassion for the suffering of others and can't bear to see a child hurt. That's a strength based on his past.
Another ingredient for good fiction writing is believable dialogue. As writers, we need to pay attention to dialogue wherever we encounter it: an argument between a mother and toddler in the grocery store, a love scene in a really great book or movie, a confrontation in our workplaces, witty banter in television programs, etc. We need to figure out what works well and what doesn't work well in dialogue. What our characters say is often more important than what they do, so dialogue is of the utmost importance in stories and novels.
Taking time to revise our writing is of the utmost importance, and it's one area which young writers tend to skip. A first draft should NEVER be posted as a final draft! Ernest Hemingway, arguably the best American novelist of the 20th century, wrote 39 drafts of his short story, "A Clean, Well-Lighted Place." 39 drafts!! Most fiction writers don't write that many drafts, but posting a first draft online is the biggest mistake an aspiring writer can make.
Writer and teacher Anne Lamott in her book on writing Bird by Bird, tells us about the writing process in her chapter entitled "Shitty First Drafts." (Seriously.) She outlines the writing process this way: Our first draft is our "down draft" in which we "get down the basics" of our story, chapter, or article. Our second draft is our "up draft," in which we "fix up" our draft by adding details and descriptions, develop our characters more fully, and spruce up dialogue. Our third draft is our "dental draft" in which we examine each and every word, phrase, sentence, and paragraph to make sure each one is healthy and sound and doesn't have any gaps or holes, expressing ourselves as well, as powerfully, and as clearly as we possibly can.
After we have our third or "dental draft" completed, we need to edit our writing. Writing with correct grammar, punctuation, and spelling is extremely important. We shouldn't worry about writing correctly when we're writing our first draft because we'll drive ourselves crazy. But after we've polished the content of our story, then we need to read through our story or chapter to make sure that everything is correct: commas, capitalization, spelling, etc. I'll post a site or two below to help with grammar and punctuation issues. A lot of readers refuse to read stories that are a grammatical mess; plus, incorrect grammar, punctuation, and spelling can distract and confuse your readers...things which young writers need to avoid at all costs if they want to catch the eye of a potential publisher or agent.
So these are the most important aspects of writing well. I hope that you'll find these points helpful. Feel free to post any questions you many have in the comments.
Helpful Websites
Writing World: http://www.writing-world.com/fiction/index.shtml --excellent articles on characters, plotting stories, writing dialogue, etc. The most helpful writing site I've seen.
Fiction Factor: http://www.fictionfactor.com/articles.html --helpful articles on the entire writing process
Writer's Digest: http://www.writersdigest.com/tip-of-the-day --sign up for a writing tip each day, delivered to your e-mail
Links to Grammar Sites: http://www.shastacollege.edu/cms.aspx?id=3987 --great list of grammar sites for help with all aspects of writing
Helpful Books
Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott. An excellent book on learning to be a writer. (Some adult language)
On Writing by Stephen King. An inspirational and helpful book on writing by the master of horror. (Some adult language)
Becoming a Writer by Dorothea Brande. Although written in the 1930's, this book can really help beginning writers learn the discipline to become a professional writer.
The Complete Idiot's Guide to Grammar and Style by Laurie Rozakis, PhD. The best and most helpful grammar guide I've ever used. Easy to look up certain grammar, punctuation, and capitalization issues, and great exercises to cement correct usage into our minds.
Helpful Quotations
"A professional writer is an amateur who didn't quit." --Richard Bach
"Nothing you write, if you hope to be any good, will ever come out as you first hoped." --Lillian Hellman
"There is no great writing, only great rewriting." --Justice Brandeis
"Books aren't written; they're rewritten. It is one of the hardest things to accept." --Michael Crichton
"Write what you need to write, not what is currently popular or what will sell." PD James
"If you want to change the world, pick up your pen and write." --Martin Luther
"If I waited for perfection, I would never write a word." --Margaret Atwood
"If I waited until I felt like writing, I'd never write at all." --Anne Tyler
"We are all apprentices in a craft where no one becomes a master." --Ernest Hemingway
"When I write, I feel like an armless, legless man with a crayon in his mouth." --Kurt Vonnegut
"If the doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I'd type faster." --Isaac Asimov
"Easy reading is damn hard writing." --Nathaniel Hawthorne
Happy Writing, Everyone!!!
~Cassandra :)
Monday, August 6, 2012
Excerpt from Jane Eyre Fan Fic
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| Photo from Bel Ami--but Rob could easily portray a young Edward Fairfax Rochester, no? |
After thinking about the obvious similarities between Twilight and Jane Eyre, I sat down and started writing a one-shot from Edward Rochester's POV of the morning in which he finds that Jane has left Thornfield. It still needs *a lot* of work as I focus on writing with the vocabulary and cadence of the mid-nineteenth century in which Jane Eyre was set and written.
So let me know what you think as I write from a different (but strikingly similar) Edward's POV:
“My Hope—My
Love—My Life”: A Jane
Eyre Alternative POV
I paced the floors of my room all the night. Unable to
find escape in repose, unable to still my restless mind and body, I
walked, each breath a sigh of anguish.
My Jane.
She had looked so beautiful yesterday morn, robed so
unaccountably in white rather than in her dark, simple gowns. Her
face aglow with expectation and happiness, she descended the stairs
to my anxious impatience.
After declaring her “fair as a lily, and
not only the pride of my life, but the desire of my eyes,” I
hurried her through a breakfast that neither of us wanted.
Although
wound as tightly as a watch spring, I made all the practical
arrangements necessary to ensure our swift leaving of Thornfield as
soon as we were legally wed. I refused to allow my conscience its
voice as it declared to me roundly: This
young innocent shall never be your legal wife, for you are already
wed to another. It makes no matter that you were mightily deceived,
for today you commit two sins: first, the breaking of your wedding
vows to your first wife to whom you are legally, if not morally,
bound, and, second, the deception and wrong you do to Jane. For no
matter how utterly and completely you love this young girl, you well
know that these vows you shall speak before God and the witnesses
gathered in God's House are false when you remain legally bound to
another, no matter her mental instability.
But
I dismissed the loud objections of my conscience, determined to fully
own the one thing I desired above all others: the fragile yet
indomitable woman-child, Jane Eyre. Knowing well that I would not
breathe easily until Jane was made legally and bindingly mine, I had
nearly dragged her to the small chapel, holding her childlike hand in
mine as, grimly resolute, I strode through the house, out the wide
front doors of Thornfield Hall, and just beyond the gates to the
small but ancient chapel in which our wedding ceremony was to
proceed.
It was only as we reached the churchyard gate that I
realized that Jane, her tiny legs forced to run to keep up with my
long, determined strides, was nearly faint from my rushing her so.
Her face was nearly as pale as her gown, and a light sheen of
perspiration covered her face; her lips were as colorless as her
cheeks, and I berated myself for my unforgivable hurry.
“Am I cruel in my love?” I inquired solicitously.
“Delay an instant; lean on me, Jane.”
Her arm wrapped around mine, Jane filled her lungs with
the crisp morning air, and very soon all was well once more, and Jane
and I entered the church.
As Jane had regathered her strength after my rushing
her to the church, I had noted two strangers speaking quietly in the
shadows of churchyard. Both entered quietly as Jane and I took our
places at the communion rails, preparing to speak our vows to one
another.
The service began but then was rudely interrupted. Even
now I cannot bear to think on the flurry of activity that took place
once our wedding was broken off for a mere “insuperable impediment
to this marriage.”
I battered my poor Jane with the truth, with the
attempt at bigamy, at the presence of my first wife, crazed and
murderous, within the very walls of Thornfield Hall. She took all in,
her eyes becoming larger and her visage paler with each revelation. I
asserted Jane's innocence in the legal matters, then escorted
clergyman, wife-to-never-be, and our two guests to view the “wife”
whom legally belonged to me.
After
I had effectively tussled with and restrained my mad wife, I had told
the shocked witnesses, “And
this
is what
I wished to have,” as I rested a hand on her delicate shoulder,
“this young girl, who stands so grave and quiet at the mouth of
hell, looking collectedly at the gambols of a demon.” I asked my
witnesses to compare the wild Mrs. Rochester, at present bound to a
chair for her safety and ours, to the young girl beside me and
demanded their judgment.
But now, as I paced my floor this long, long night, I
thought I knew judgment; however, my own judgment had scarcely
commenced.
***
So this is what I have written thus far. Please keep in mind that this is only a first draft, so I hope to improve it and extend it.
Please do let me know what you think. :)
Always writing,
~Cassandra :)
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Twilight and Jane Eyre
Even though I've been wrapped up in teaching my fan fiction class and writing Pinned but Fluttering, I have had a few story ideas floating around.
I've written parts of some, and others remain stuck on a Post-It in my writing journal.
But my first non-Twilight fan fic idea came to me the other night. Lately I've been reading some pretty darn angsty fan fics with Edward in some rather sad and anxiety-provoking situations (like The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow, The Diva Diaries by KivaRaven, An Angry Man by katinki, etc.), I thought about his literary predecessors, including another angst-ridden Edward: Edward Fairfax Rochester.
So I'm seriously considering expanding my Twilight fan fiction repertoire with a one-shot of Edward Rochester awaking to find Jane gone on the day after their almost-wedding.
I can almost place a Robert Pattinson, aged by 15 years, in the role of this Edward, one equally haunted by his past sins and tied to a dark mystery in which he drags a young, innocent girl into because of the depth of his love. Only Edward Cullen leaves his Bella while Jane leaves Rochester...but both for what they believe is the "right" reason.
Jane and Bella, and their stories, definitely parallel each other. Both raised in unusual circumstances, Jane an orphan and Bella parenting her own parents, Jane and Bella are rather strong-minded in some ways, yet their teenaged romanticism colors their world greatly. They're young, innocent, trusting girls who are drawn to dark, angsty men who conceal dangerous secrets and checquered pasts. After a climatic event in the story line, a separation ensues during which both women discover another possible love interest, Jane with St. John Rivers and Bella with Jacob Black. Both women's lives are in danger because of this relationship as Jane could easily die on the missionary fields of India where St. John intends for her to join him while Bella learns to love a werewolf.
Supernatural forces (Jane hearing Rochester call for her, and Bella learning of Alice's vision of Edward's suicide attempt with the Volturi) bring the couples back together, Jane to a blinded and contrite Rochester, Bella to a contrite and apologetic Edward. Choices must be made regarding which love interest the women will choose, and of course they choose their angsty guys, marry them, and live happily ever after, children and all.
And the two Edwards are so similar. They both possess sinful pasts that they are reluctant to share with their innocent teenaged loves, and both have a deep-seated self-hatred based on those pasts and on their perceived danger to their women. Once restored to their loves, both are appropriate contrite although Rochester has truly changed during the separation from Jane while Edward Cullen changed more before the separation.
Both men are loners to an extent, have past romantic interests in Blanche Ingram and Tanya in Denali, neither truly worthy of the angsty guys, who inspire jealousy in their teenaged loves. Both men are altered greatly by the introduction of these pure, idealistic women who look past the ugliness in the men's lives (Rochester's physical ugliness and the ugliness of who Edward is as a vampire) and love them not only despite the men's flaws but perhaps because of them.
As many parallels exist between Jane Eyre and the Twilight Saga, it seems a natural place to go, fan fiction-wise, to write from Rochester's POV when he discovers Jane gone, the pearls and other valuables left behind, and "right to prevail." Angst will heavily color Edward Rochester's thoughts as he realizes that Jane, friendless in their world, has left with nothing.
So let's see if I can clear the time to write this one-shot soon, shall we? And yes, I hope to keep writing the Twilight stories I've started or jotted down the basic plot ideas in my notebook. So keep your eyes peeled....
On another quick note, on Wattpad Pinned but Fluttering passed 700,000 reads this week, and Evening Star passed 650,000 reads; in addition, my vote count for all of my works on Wattpad has passed 8000! So thank you to my wonderful readers--you are the reason I write and keep writing!!
With love and thanks,
~Cassandra :)
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